Press my face in the dirt 
see how long I can hold my breath 
pour some salt in my wounds 
I am just someone who doesn't 
fit in your world 

how can I smile with your gun to my head 
how can I reach out when you're holding me back 
I am just so tired of everyone who's trying to save me 
just save yourself... 

fade away 
I wanna fade away 

you give me your hand, I don't want it 
I'll rather drown on my own 
you try to give me relief, I don't need it 
I'll rather put the gun to my head 

bitterness is calling inside 
I am already damned 
the fire in my soul is slowly dying 
you know destiny calls my name 

fade away 
I wanna fade away 
fade away 
I wanna fade away